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Dance outing 17June}
Wednesday, June 18, 2014 | 12:40 AM It was a lovely day with my dearest girls!!! We all certaining had a great time though not all was cooperative to attend this day. I'm thankful for the day. Nothing much to say so just look at the photos and let it speak... Picture tells a thousand stories!! (: Goodnight!!!! :D  Group Photo  Sec 4&5 selfie  Had a heart to heart talk with this lovely lady. 💘  She is such a cutie😍  The planner of this day. Much love ❤️  We were at the east so didn't have the chance to admire the sunset ): Belated Mother's Day dinner 👩}
Tuesday, May 20, 2014 | 9:46 PM 18 May 2014; My family went to Malaysia to look for my Aunt, who is also like a mother to me. Since young, my siblings and I together with her daughter grew up together. Whenever my family go on a vacation we'll bring her along, we really have a strong bond. Adore how lovely she is, how sweet she is, she might not be wealthy but she always save on herself and spend on her niece and nephew (us). I'm thankful for her, can't ask for more 💗 So I'm planning to do some blog post about my outfit whenever I head out, so I will have more things to blog about, and make my blog look good with longer and not emotional post. So... above is my outfit, excluding the cap and jacket over my shoulder. Heeheheh, it was on because I was suppose to hold on to my baby cousin's jacket and cap, and anyways I'm not in my own country just have fun and fool around. Heheh! This is my second time trying this outfit but with different footwear. So when I purchased this top I planned to wear it as a shirt, never thought of wearing it as a 'dress', till Chinese New Year 2014, I thought hey its too big to become a shirt (it looked terrible). So I came out with this outfit. (: I would thought of wearing it last Sunday was because it was a rainy and windy day, it would be a waste to not dress up. So I throw on that shirt (dress) and headed out. :D I went with those pink furry boots and not heels was because I wanted to be as comfortable as possible, additionally, I have a baby cousin so I have to chase after her and take care of her thus the boots. (; Last part of this blog post is going to be about my DINNER! Let me share some photos.  Before and after meal snack       My tea ☕️  It was a delightful meal, especially when it's with the family :D MISERY}
Friday, April 25, 2014 | 11:14 PM  
Now I live in a world that I feel I belong no where.
In class, I used to be that little girl who everyone will take care of and loves. With a mistake I've made in the past, I got my 'punishment' now. I was with a group of friends, one of which claims that I'm princess-y which means I'm like a spoilt bitch, who have a princess attitude. From then I've changed, others claim that I'm no longer one princess, I've changed for the better... But this particular human, she told anyone who can't get along with me or I can't get along with that I have a princess attitude. As they were already against me they'll listen to her and be brainwashed that I really am one. I'm fine with that, because if they were my true friends they would have known me better than that particular human. At least this human help me realize my truly true best friend. What upset me was she told everyone she is close with that I'm a princess. Now everyone doesn't like me, ya they are totally insignificant to me but I'm a girl who minds a lot of what people think of me, it kills me to know someone dislike me. I'm a student and I spend most of my time in class, a class with everyone who dislike me.Wow this isn't an easy life for me.
Now its nearing to examination, and being the outcasted one, I feel the competition around me, everyone wants to be better than me, everyone wants to watch me fall, everyone wants to see me suffer... And I feel so pressurized. I don't know what to do. Even when I've tried my hardest sometimes its just not good enough for anyone, this is not going to be easy, but I'm really trying, can I make it for O levels? Can I do well, to the standard I and others have for me?
At home, when I talk about me, no one listen. When I don't, they claim I'm keeping it to myself. For me, the first time I share something with someone and the person make me feel I shouldn't have shared, I wouldn't do it the second time. That's why I'm not talking at home as well.
In school I don't belong, I don't speak up. At home, I can't speak.
My life now is just keeping it in. Back to the old Serene. (:
Alright this is by me for now. Goodnight.
Goodbye 2013, Hello 2014}
Tuesday, December 31, 2013 | 10:42 PM
2013 have been a tough year so much downs, well see I got through by myself. With helps of my lovely friends' listening ears.
I want to travel back to the start of 2013. Let's begin!!~
So beginning, I got close with a friend and we became really close. We had really great times together, we studied together, play together, did many things together. He really meant a lot to me, and when things all change I really break down always thinking at how thing should have been and would have been if it all didn't change. SIgh, I was really down to the extend that I really cannot put on a fake smile on my face to cover them up. imagine how much he meant to me and how down I was. To be real honest even till today I still care about him and still tear when I try to send a long text to him or when i got reminded of us. Hais... but at least now when i get reminded and people are around me I am still able to suck in my tears and smile. Now I typed a long text for him but i don't dare to send it, end up cutting it really short planning to send it to him. When I'm ready his last seen was hours ago I thought i should send when he online and when he is online, I''m scared of the fast reply . Sigh when will i dare to send?
Okay back to other things in 2013, SYF with dancers was great memories, and that friend of mine was there when he said he wasn't free. Aww, i regretted much for not noticing him. ARHHH SO MUCH REGRETS!!!!!!
Now about my crush, it's sad how we have feelings for each other but end end in separate ways.
There were several misunderstanding between me and my friends as well, sad. But it was resolved. ^^
With my best friend? It was ALWAYS a good time :*
I have so much i want to share but i don't know how should i put them in the way that it isn't confusing..... It would take a lot of time but its on 1hour30minutes more to 2014. Hmm, let me just share some photos~
Awesome teachers
TS2 and darling dancers
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♥ FAMILY ♥
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♥ Last but my least dearest 4/1 ♥
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Oh and that guy friend (':
 Before 2013 ends}
Monday, December 30, 2013 | 5:11 PM
HEY! Today I want to share about people who made my year great!!! :*
So the first person, well he WAS someone I'm really close with, he knows me well I can say. The only guy I have ever been so close with. Well, anyways our best friendship is a History now, we are just classmates/ex-classmates now I guess. Anyways, I know he won't be reading this but I really want to thank him for the awesome 5 months we shared together. I hope he is a happy boy now. (:
Next is my one and only BESTFRIEND!!! Lynn, okay she is such a lovely girl, though we are sort of a total opposite. She is the kind of more open up girl and as for me I'm the inner person. I want to Thank her for being there for me regardless happy or sad moments. Love you! *you might be reading this right? Hehehe!*
Then few of my closes friends, Djashima, Sharmila, Nazurah, Nadia, Naziera, ShingHe, Karnee, Geanne and few more they have always accompany me through things, like Djashima she listens to me about a particular friend and I would do the same. Sharmila, Naziera, Karnee, ShingHe and Geanne the ones who always keep me companied in cclass and we fool around together quite often. Nazurah and Nadia are the friends i would listen to and once in a while will talk about the guys we like.
Following is my classmates, i mean the WHOLE class, well they are nice to me help me out in every way, even classmates that we don't hang out with. Thank you 4/1!
Finally my dearest dancers, especially those dancer i'm closer to, thanks for the memories. :* Love you all!
Little catch up with friends}
Friday, December 27, 2013 | 11:06 PM
I'm back as promised I'll update my blog as frequent as possible. So today I had a little catch up with my friends. ^^ Though it didn't went as planned, it was still a great day spent. Let's start off with my outfit of the day (OOTD).
So i wore a comfortable outfit, just a shirt and tied a like knot(?) with a high waist shorts and a flats and I carried a vintage brown bag. Looking good right? Hehehehe! Okay let's proceed to what i purchased today.
I manged to bought a phone casing that FINALLY caught my eye. It' only a dollar. Worth it ^^ Well, my friend introduced me to a few places that sells LOTS of phone casing, but honestly nothing caught my attention. So this really got me so in love with. ^^
Now meet my friends~
Basically we planned to go Marina Barrage for a picnic, but it started raining so we was thinking by the time we get there it will stop raining guess what, it stopped so we thought even if we go there the grass would be wet, anyways we are at Marina Bay why not have a walk at Gardens by the Bay, so...
 
we did and we found a bench that was dry and took a sit and had out snacks and food we brought for picnic. We look so pathetic but we didn't care, we ate, drank and talked,. Then we walked back to the city and..... we slacked at a sit near the lift in Marina Square till it was time to go home. Hahaha! It was really a great day. :D
I'll end off with my personal comment about my new hair cut.
Above is a picture of me, well with this hair cut i really don't know how to deal with it while taking a picture. Pull it all to one side, shorter hair won't stay behind my ear. Center parting, either one of my eyes will be half covered. Sigh, well I'm still looking for a solution. (:
With this hair cut my friends and myself aren't used to seeing it, it's just very not like me, I guess we are all used to seeing me with the longer hair i previously had. Soon we will get used to it. (:
One last thing I want to blog about, every time when i take bus 190 to town I will pass by this particular bus stop that I took bus from to town with a best friend that aren't close anymore. My main point is, that bus stop reminds me a lot about him, Sigh~ Only if i knew what to do to safe the friendship, even if i know how now it would be WAY too late already.
Also there is this traffic light that I'll pass by when i take bus 190, a traffic light near a food court at Bangkit, it makes my head appear scenes of me and the guy I loved fooling around together even before we fell in love... (I guess somewhere in me still can't forget him? If not the scenes won't't flash in my mind). Oh well, whatever it is i guess he have moved on.
I just wish they can be happy always, I know them deep they deserve to be happy inside out.(:
~Goodnight~
Better Dancer}
Thursday, December 26, 2013 | 2:22 PM  
I have always wanted to become a better dancer...
Yesterday i was watching this famous show that's about dancing called STEP UP 3. Watching it makes me miss dancing with my dearest dancers. Well I'm just a dancer in a school dance club. And all that filled my mind while I was watching that show was... 'I wish i was as good as them.' I'll work hard next year to become a strong dancer in my club. So i can continue dance in Polytechnic or even longer.
.jpg) I don't want to just be a particular type of dancer, I want to be those dancers that can dance ANY type of dance. I do hope someday I can blog about my success in dance.
~Well to my dearest readers have a good day ahead.~
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